但却没有

心情很矛盾。
整个星期为了月结都要做OT，有点累。
周末原想只是想呆在家什么都不做。
但是以前我一直以来都不习惯这样的生活。
原来现在也一样。

以为今天可以见到他，但却没有。
以为今天可以吃冰淇淋，但却没有。
以为今天可以有一个小小的庆祝，但却没有。
以为今天可以轻松过完一天，但却没有。
以为今天可以心情很好，但却没有。
以为今天可以睡得很迟才醒，但却没有。

钱啊钱

自开始工作之后，头里就有很多的计划。但是全都是与‘钱’有关。

首先，想买一架新的电脑。房里的电脑已经陪伴了我七年的时间。它的效率就是越来越慢。我也知道它是时候和我说永别。只是我万万没想到在我还未买到新的电脑，它就宣告死亡。到今天我还是还未找到它的‘接班者’。

第二，我也必须为我的电话找‘接班者’了。它待在我的身边也已经有四年半的时间。身经百战！无论过去是为了工作，讨论课业，服事上的沟通，还是半夜的来电，都是它陪我度过。只希望它别像我的电脑一样--〉不告而别。你可要撑下去！

第三，曾经梦想过有自己的生意。这念头到现在还是在我的脑海里，催逼我一定要达成！虽然不知要如何开始，但我要开始参考一些成功的企业家的创业故事。开始研究或开发新的事情。

第四，想拥有一间自己的房子，一个属于自己的世界。设计由我作主，势要把它布置成一个舒适的安乐窝。每天一放工，第一个想去的就是自己的房子。房子里也不可有嘈杂声。周末，这个房子也要成为一个能让我能放轻松的地方。当然，这个房子里必须住着一个和谐，温暖的家庭。

第五，我很想到世界各地游玩。无论是什么国家，什么地方，都可以。至少我必须在我还有精力通山跑的时候，到各地开拓视野，充实自己。如果我的工作是能容许我去到不同的地方，那该多好？

时候不早了，是时候和周公会面！明天又要继续干活了！

我静了？

最近总是有人说我特别地静，静得他们有一点不习惯。
甚至有人来询问，我是不是面对了什么问题。
还是我是不是有什么不开心的事。

我也可真没有察觉到，原来最近我少出声了。
也许之前我太吵了。什么事情都可以讲。
也许我之前太吱喳。什么事情都可以闹一番。

嘴巴少动了，耳朵就会多聆听。
少发出自己的意见，多摄取别人的看法。
这也是成长的一部分吧！


好不容易和他有联络，思念的心情更沉重。只是他不知道。

Some updated!

So fast it comes to August now. Time really flies since i was start working, esp for last week. Seems like the time is not enough for me to finish up with my works. Almost everyday i stay at office till very late and yet i still cant finish with my work. I am still very new in my company and my learning curve still have a long way to go. Was thought to do some work at home just now but too bad the line was not very good. So have to push all the works for tml!

Since it is weekend, i was going out with my good fren for a movie and SHOPPING! As the sales is going on until this month end, perhaps we will go for another round before it ends. Watch 'Proposal' in the morning. The story line is simple and normal and yet i enjoy it as is a comedy. Waiting for Final Destination now as it will be showing up at the end of this month. Hope i can find someone to watch with me as most of my fren don't like to watch horror movie.

Next Sun was my big day. After 3 years of study in UTAR, i finally graduate with my degree. Everyone was study hard just to get the paper to secure a good job in society after graduate from the school. Going through all the hard time, i.e. assignment, thesis, final exam just to ensure we really pass every stage. Well, all these are memory now.

What a golden chance i get from this company is I will be away from KL for my first business trip in another 2 weeks. The destination is the place that I wish to go for my next travel destination, and i cant imagine i got the chance now! It is a big challenges for me where i have face with my own client and talk to them, instead of contact them through IM, email and phone conference only. My heart really feel thankful to God as i know He is the one who gave me all these.

Well, i shall go sleep now with a thankful heart. Works are awaiting for me tml!!

A fresh sat morning

A very long time i didn't updated my blog. Weekday was being busy and tired with my own work whereas weekend was full will all the plans. Wish to update some news and pics and yet i have no time to do so. Furthermore, my house desktop was a bit 'old' and very slow everytime it open web. I am impatient people so sometmes i was very impatient to wait for my desktop to process. Should bu a new one but i dont think it is necessary since nowadays i even have lesser time to stay at home to surf net.

Yesterday nite i went visit my friend in hospitol who are just deliver a baby boy. The baby boy was cute and small. He is very smart!! When I called him 'leng chai!! jie jie is here...' he smile as a reply for me when he heard of it!!! smart & clever lor!!! perhaps this part he looks alike with his mummy... When he grow up in the future, sure he is inteligent boy!!

Then i went to have dinner with my friend at Sunway as we havent get our dinner yet. Checked out the movie ticket as well as she want to watch a movie. After we bought the movie ticket, we have out dinner at Kim Gary. Somehow the environment is quite noisy at it located beside Coco Banana. We were sitted at the restaurant for almost 2 hours as we are waiting for the movie.

First time watching mid night movie with her and the movie ends up by 2.15am. We watched 'Public Enemy' and the movie is okie okie only. Can watch it for entertainment purpose. By the time i reach home edi 2.45am. Take a shower and wait for my hair to dry then only i went for bed.

Well, another full schedule weekend for me. My friend said I am very enjoy with my life and 'yeah!' that's the way to lifve!! As one phrase that i learn from the midnite movie,
"It is not important where you comefrom, it is matter where you headed to!"
Past will doesn't matter for us as the most important is how we are going to live with our future. Is your goal and objectives that can bring you to the higher level in your life but not your past. Erm, quite true!!

Hopefully i get some time to really update my blog by this weeked. ;-)

Keep this Keep that

CNY is going to end. Few things that I want to 'keep' after the CNY!

Keep all my Ang Pow MONEY. Economy nowadays are not that good so must save for the future. As what the Bahasa said, 'Sediakan payung sebelum hujan'. Restrict myself not to spend too much!

Keep my ENERGY. Coming soon are my assignment due date, mid term exam, tutorial presentation and foremost, my thesis presentation that coming in the Mac. Hope that I have enough energy and good health to go through it!

Keep my FOOD!! Should keep my 'appetite' away. Ate too much during CNY!! Buffet, Buffet and Buffet!!! Oh no!! I think i am getting fatter edi!! Now I still can eat non-stop!!

Keep my BRAIN!! It seems like so much to digest this semester. Better to have a good time management. Dun want to regret when the final exam come!!

Keep my HAIR!! Just cut my hair yesterday. Thought want to cut till above shoulder level since i want to change my hair style but didnt do so. Aunty said short hair not suit me. Show pic here next time!

Keep the TIME now for God! It is time for me to pray! Want to sleep earlier tonite!!
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纸包火

用纸包着一堆小火，会是怎麽样？火只会把那张纸烧了，而火也会越烧越大。所以人们都说：‘纸是包不住火’。越不想让人知道，就越多人知道。往往过后才让人知道，后果可能会是不堪设想。

我明明是知道了，但却是有意无意隐瞒我。那我也只好装我什么都不知道，反正也与我无关。

Excited??

Finally i will start with a new semester tomolo, my Final semester!! I have 4 subjects this sem which sounds like very hard. One of my new year resolution is to pass all my papers so that i can graduate this year. Have to meet with my thesis supervisor tml morning, then go for class, then go for work. Another tiring day for me.

Planning to go for an overseas trip next year. Place?? secret!! Now have to start save money so i cant spend much!! Hope to save more $$$ when i come out to work. Thought to change my phone de since it is shot shot dei... Hopefully it can tahan until next year lor... My fren laugh at me that my phone wouldn't tahan till next year... Erm...
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Blue Monday

haiz... even though i am having a long holiday but those days i was busy with my thesis. Countless my visitation to national library, just to collect the data. Then now have to start analyse our data. I didn't attend to the SPSS class so i TOTALLY have no ideas how the SPSS runs. *sigh* Finally i will meet with my supervisor tml morning. Seems like ages ago didnt see him. Hopefully he can help us a lot.

I actually just came back from my work. My boss had create new section - English class. I am the one who incharge of it!! OMG!! All of them thought my English was super good!! After I got an A2 for English during SPM, I have not really speak in English anymore. What to do?? I just accept it. Take it as a challenge to improve my English... Actually the job quite senang also. haha!!

My school damn efficient nowadays. First time I check my class timetable in the intranet before semester start.. Examination result is out before new semester start. I got a good result this semester but too bad coz it doesn't help in my CGPA. Totally didnt pull up my point!! Have to be more hardworking in new semester...

Time flies... coming new semester is my last semester in university life. I cant believe that I'm going to graduate!! *sob sob*

I use this pic as my msn display pic. Few frenz say it is scary. Only Chi Joon said it doesn't coz Suk Yee is more scary than me when she wear the red skirt during challenge camp.
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10th anniversary

I know Mun Jie in church when we are in standard six. We get closer to each other in Form 1 and eventually we become a very good friend since after that. When we counted back years that we have know each other, we were shock that it was already 10 years we being good friend!!

So we suggest to have an anniversary celebration before 2008 ends. So coincidence both of us are free on X-mas, so we finally celebrate it!! Yoohoo!!

We have choose to go Nu Ze Xui or i call it as 'Cow Car Water' . We have our lunch at a restaurant named 100° which is serve individual steamboat and also chocolate foudue. So happy that I also found my favourite here ---> Cheese Foudue!! That day after my exam finish, i was going to Serdang with my classmate for the cheese foudue but too bad all edi closed shop. But now i found another place serve this dish.

This is me with the steamboat and cheese foudue. Of coz i share this with Mun Jie.

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Mun Jie with her happy smiling face.

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At night, we went to OneU for movie 'Cape No. 7'. The movie is not bad. I like the songs in the movie. Before the movie start, we walk around the shopping mall. OneU has the nicest X-mas decoration this year. It is better than Mid Valley and Pyramid. So we capture some pictures there.

The decoration on the stage.

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Mun Jie took this pic for me.

Then I took back for her.

Finally we took it together.

With the same emotion. (Mun Jie follow me de... HeHe!!)

Well... Merry X-mas and Happy 10th Anniversary!!
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Cactus

Few weeks ago, i just bought a new book shelf for my room. Rearrange my room and it looks nicer now. But it seems like lack of some decoration. So I plan to get a plant for my room. I am kinda lazy to take care anything for a long time so I guess 'cactus' will be most suitable for me. Just have it and put it aside. Cactus so 'cheong meng', I think it will not die so easily.

One of my fren went to Cameron last week and she manage to get a cactus for me! So happy when I got the cactus from her. This is my cactus!!


Should give it a name? Perhaps just called it cactus...

My another fren told me that he also bought some cactus from Cameron last time but all his cactus die few days after he reach KL. I think he has no talent to become a gardener or give the cactus too much of water so it die. So funny when i heard about it! Haha!!
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Holiday loo...

Finally got my holiday!!
quite shock that when i found out yest, i will only start my next sem on 12 Jan 2009, means that i have 26 days of holidays including today!!
well, it is a long holiday for me and i try to plan stg for it...
Besides doing my thesis during this holiday, i will try to start back with my UT biz since we are going into another new year. Want to read all the books that i had bought years ago which i stilll cant finish it till now.
well, plan to want have some trips also... Dun intends to let thesis fill up all my holidays....
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Friends gathering

Today I went for my secondary school friend's gathering. Only some of them are coming out. Well, we had actually meet each other 6 months ago and yet today we have it again! Lesser people but still we have some common topics to chat with.

i was quite shock when one of my friend said i looks like a PR person, rather than person who study account. He said I know a lot of things, travel a lot and know a lot of people. Well, this also can consider as a PR person?? I just a bit talkactive today but not always do so. I know how to communicate well with people but i dun always do that coz sometimes i was lazy to talk.

Anyway, i was thinking to change my field after i graduate. Perhaps no longer in account field!! But have to depends on the economic by the time i graduate!! Hope that our economic will be better next year...
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X-mas tree deco

I had celebrate X-mas for so many years but never decorate a X tree before. Well, i get a chance to decorate X tree at mun jie's house. After our lunch at her house, we start with our work.

At first, i help her to take out the tree from the top of the cupboard. She said her hand was not that long so need me to help her take it. After we open up the the papars wrap around the tree, we start to decorate it!!

Me with the tree before we start decorate it.

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Me decorating the tree. Not easy to decorate coz have to think how to make it looks nice... haha!!

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Tada!! This is the tree after we have decorate it for 1 hour i guess. Not bad with what we had done!!

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Of coz i have to take one photo with this nice tree....
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Me n Mun Jie had actually change a lot of spot n took a lot of pics. Only this is the best.

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朋友

什么是朋友？

当你快乐时，他总是与你一起分享。
当你伤心时，他总是与你一起分担。

如果是真心朋友，彼此是有本钱吵架
并不必担心吵架会伤感情
也不怕向彼此说真心话

朋友会互相了解
会鼓励对方继续成长
也勇敢地指出对方的弱点

朋友是可以互相接纳
就算他有很多的弱点
我们也不会计较
因为我们就是喜欢我们的朋友这样

很荣幸我有这样的朋友
真心对待我的朋友
认识也有好几年了
不管风雨有多大
友谊还是那么的稳固

谢谢！
我亲爱的朋友！！

Exam again!!

Erm... going to have my final exam again next week. Have only two subjects for this short semester. However, i dislike the two subjects that we have to study for this semester. Pendidikan Moral and Biz Ethics.

I never like Moral since in my secondary school. Always score the lowest marks for that subject. Even for my SPM, i got the lowest grade for the subject, which is B4. What a dreadful things for me to study over it again. What this theory, that theory that will drive me mad!!

Biz Ethics is something similar to Moral also. Didn't really attend to lecture and tutorial class during the semester. Ops!! Now have to tell myself everyday 'I will study BE and love BE' until the day i finish the BE exam!

Great Jogoya dinner

Since Jogoya is having 50% for all ladies right now, so i went there for a dinner with my school frenz. We all wear nicely and feel excited on the way to there.

I was going with them.

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Capture it when we are going to finish our meal. Erm, i forgot to take pic when we start eat. Just remember to eat only... Haha!!

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This is me. Ops!! Still have some food in my mouth when i capture this pic.

Well, they are having some unique clocks in their restaurant.

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One of the clock display at the entrance. Very unique!
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This is the clock i like the most. They shoot the clock onto the carpet at the entrance so that we can know the time clearly. Hope i can get one in my house. Haha!
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This is me after finish with the meal!! Eat too full edi till i cant move... Haha!!

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Midnight Genting

haha!! I just came back from genting!!

look at the time now, it is morning edi... I suggest to go Genting to chill out n yum cha after my CG end and since they agree with the plan, so we just drive up there... At first they thought i am kidding with them, but after they found out i am serious with it, so we keep on with the plan.. Not very cool at that place... or i too hot edi?? btw, enjoy the moment even though it is few hours only...

time to get some rest before get start with my works....
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so much things to do...

haiz.. i am being super busy for these few weeks.

the minutes i am back from my church 1st challenge camp, i have to start study for my midterm test and doing my school assignments which i hate so. Now i can said i am done 70% of my assignments but still i have to rush it since i have to pass it up by next week. Moreover, i have presentation on one of it by next week. Siao!! Havent start prepare for the presentation slide...

After the presentation, i will go for my church second challenge camp. Since I am still in charge of the games part, today only i start discuss with Suk Yee for how we run the games this time. Now we only left with a week, hopefully we can use the time wisely and make our job done in time.

After the camp, is time for me to study for my final. Times really flies that i am going to end with my short semester soon. Then i will only have one semester to go before i graduate. Another tough semester to go... ops!! have thesis somemore!!
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again!

Not in a good mood now...
few bad things happen in one morning!!
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